Sweet Begginings

For e past 2 nites, ive had little sleep. Not becoz i cant, but its becoz i was doing some "work". I call it "project recounciliation"

Well, Ken, this is e 1st time ur name appear in my blog, hopefully it will appear more, but not too frequent har.After tat long conversation wif u 2 nites ago,it shed some lights on some problems tat had been unsolved & avoided for many years. I learnt from tis incident, perhaps thanx to u, & tat gave mi tat strength & initiative to speak to Jeremy.

Jere, hope tat from e conversation or i shall say, heart-to-heart talk, certain doubts, unhappiness, uneasiness, & stress had been cleared by @ least a little. Well, i seldom speak to ppl so frankly, except to my younger sis. So Ken & Jere, count urself lucky. See who will bother to hear ur story @ 1am. So u 2 shd noe wat to do lah.

From these 2 incidents, ive come to realise some harsh reality, & oso some truths.

Fear: fear of rejection, fear of being snubbed @, fear of facing e music, fear of losing face & ego....
Sometimes its these emotional states of mind tat put us into trouble, real trouble. We run away, as far & fast, away from e truth, hoping tat it will fail to catch up, then 1 dae hope it will suddenly, "wosh", solve ur problem automatically. U can say its naiveness, ignorance, blufferlogy, but ask urself this qns:" How often are we true to ourselves, to e others? Neva thought of running away b4?"

Well i luv to run, but for now, its to run for e marathon.5th Dec.


Its only Words, & Words are all i Have
tTo take Your Heart Away