Things Haf Changed

Yup, there are indeed some changes in my life, now & e future.

Im sick of SIM, & im leaving e place.Going 2 NIE to take up PE course is actually not a form of escapism, but e solution 2 find my right path.There were of course a few factors tat contributed 2 my decision.

After ORD, ive been rather active in YMCA activities & had attended 6 camps so far to date, & some of these camps are for e younger generation.E interaction & play wif them brought mi back 2 childhood time, had great fun since a long long time, yet i could still act as a thinking adult giving advices & solutions while being immersed in e fun. My previous blogs will show u. I discovered tat despite knowing tat kids nowadays are terrors, devils or little demons, i still want 2 mix around wif them , humour them, amuse them.

SIM, to many its not a bad place. Can go there & oogle @ realie pretty gals who dressed as if they were contesting for pageant everydae; guy wannabes who think tat all e gals have their eyes glued only on him;jiawen is oso one of e admirer of this guy. E lifestyle there is so much akin 2 a poly life, which is something im not comfortable wif.Not having friends is oso one reason y im looking for greener pastures. Perhaps i didnt allow myself 2 like SIM, like wat Lijin said, but i noe wat i want from a sch.

My ideal lifestyle while studying is being able 2 learn academically & yet be able 2 participate in activities such as sports competitions or singing competitions & so forth.Being active in e sch activities & derive great fun & making many friends who share my interests is e real thing im going for. & tats not juz go 2 sch, attend a 3 hr boring & un-interactive lecture, then, go home! so fun! & e worst thing is, while having breaks, all u could hear from e gals u have no choice but 2 hang out wif, talk only abt cute guy A or cute guy B. Or badmouth abt lecturers.Tats one reason y i choose 2 remain single till now ya, coz i simply think tat some gals got no life. They simply cant be compared 2 my younger sis, who is almost e perfect sis u can imagine.

Well, my decision is up, i thank those who gave me ideas & advice, esp Ken & Lijin, who made mi see a wider perspective. For now, im quitting SIM, & while waiting for e reply from NIE, i will be looking for a job or maybe be a relief teacher. If fail this year, i will apply again next year & work for another year. I dun believe tat NIE will reject someone who has PASSION, rejuvenated 1 somemore.