Haiz. Vexed. It hurts.

Y Hub is gonna close down, confirmed yesterdae after e board meeting. After 2 yrs @ Jurong East, this "home" to many Y Hub kids will be gone foreva......

Though it didnt go in e direction as proposed by HQ -- to be a mini YMCA bursting with programs & activities -- it definitely had made a great deal of difference to many people. I am one of them.

I dun noe how 2 break e news to e Y Hub kids, who see Y Hub as their 2nd home -- a place for them to meet with friends, to do homework, to have fun with kor kor. I wonder how much an impact it will be on them? As much as it has impacted mi? I question myself if my presence @ Y Hub these past 9 months did make any difference to the people who had come, even if its a little. I dun noe how i should react? -- To embrace this news with optimism, that HQ will no longer have to bear e losses incurred by Y Hub, or feel as sad as e kids will becoz we have all lost our common "home".

I will miss those good times I had with e kids, & those valuable lessons & experiences I gained from them. Jingxuan, JunQin, Pan Liang, Matthew, Racheal, Pei Xian, Pei Ru, Belinder, RongFong, Kelvin, Samuel, Shuhui, Cassandra, Jeremy. & those volunteers who had given their love & passion to e kids, I will miss them also -- Yvonne, Magdalene, XiangTing, Wan Sean, Alfred, Jonathon, Josef, Wan Xin....

It realie hurts e most when u fall from e highest point in life. She has inflicted a wound so deep, which I dun noe when it will ever recover.... I shouldnt have climbed to e highest point in e 1st place. I shouldnt even have thought of trying.