5 Years

2000,14 Jan, she passed mi a note & asked mi a qns: Can u be my godbrother? I was taken aback:"Y would this gal, from RGS somemore, want 2 associate herself with this retainee, who haven even found his bearing in life yet?" Till 2dae, this qns still puzzles mi, & she still haven told mi e ans.

We love passing each other notes & letters, wheneva 1 party felt down, sad, happy or angry; those messages neva failed 2 cheer mi up. Till 2dae, these precious stuffs have alwaz been with mi. We had a realie close bro-sis relationship for abt 3 mths, but due 2 some reasons, i chose 2 let go, quite stupidly.

She got her O levels & was choosing e JC she realie should & wanted 2 go in2. She was in a dilemma:To stay in JJC & be e cream of e crop, or go over 2 RJC,e more appropriate place for her 2 nurture & use her talents? I of course hoped tat she could stay in JJ, but i noe deep in my heart, her future is with RJ....... Eventually, she got in2 RJ, & tats when & e reason i decided not 2 bother her & hold her back, coz she had her bright futures then. We lost contacts & communication for 5 years.....

Then, surprisingly, i received a letter from her last week, so happy, as i had not had 1 for so long already, & thought tat i neva will again. I felt guilty & regretful, for i noe tat i treasure tis god sis of mine so much, yet i was e 1 who gave her up. Then now it waz her who made e 1st move, 2 attempt 2 pick up an abandoned relationship, so felt tat i was a lousy bro 2 her. I had written her a reply letter, 2 relate 2 her e events tat had occured in my life these few years tat she waz not a part in, but i wonder if i deserve her efforts & time.

I often told others 2 treasure e things & ppl they have around them, coz if they take them for granted & lose them 1 dae, then will they regret not keeping them safely. But now, ive committed e same crime.

Will things be back again? I wish.