Thanx for e lesson & e memory

Im feeling better now after weeks of unspoken discomfort. Perhaps Im someone who read far too much into things that are as simple as pure friendship, or 1 + 1. This perhaps is my weakness which I need to overcome. The stress from e new Counselling course,closure of Y Hub & some growing up things affected mi a great deal e few weeks. "Being too emotional doesnt realie help matters or people". This has alwaz been a constant reminder from my manager cum mentor cum friend - Mark. Now then do I realise his wisdom behind those words.

All along I felt that my emotions (tons of it) is my strength, which is something that will help me in my future role as a counsellor. It was until this matter that happened (how foolish am I) that allowed me to take a clearer view of myself. I had overestimated my own feelings @ times. I apologise 2 e ppl who had been affected due 2 my uncontrolled emotions, like Ben (lotz of it), Clarence (quite alot), Jere & Chang (sometimes).& to my family who have been getting e worse of mi when they didnt deserve them. All of a sudden, I felt that Ive grown quite a lot. A paradigm shift. Its neva too late to find out more about yourself @ 23 huh.

It is somewhat true that a person would have yet experience life if he has yet experience failure. Previously, those were words unclear to mi, couldnt realie grasp e gist of it. Now i do. Ive juz experienced 1, & a great fall somemore, but im grateful to that fall. A fall that can make mi into a better person. A fall that challenged mi to pick up my courage to clarify things that didnt make mi feel good. In e past, i would have kept mum & sit @ one corner sulking (nah). Im grateful to u, yes u, who had given mi a very memorable 1 week or so, tat it was truly one of my happiest time in my life. A great lesson was taught by you to me, telling me that many things in e world are not as complicated as i thought them to be. Things can really be pure & simple.

Thank you for ur listening ears & ur encouragements. They were precious. I will try to be a more positive person than being too emotional.

I think i better go thru more counselling sessions now b4 i counsel others, ha.

Finalie, i can sleep well.